The Dog by Ba Jin ~ 巴金 《狗》 with English Translations

作品原文

巴金 《狗》

小时候我害怕狗。记得有一回在新年里,我到二伯父家去玩。在他那个花园内,一条大黑狗追赶我,跑过几块花圃。后来我上了洋楼,才躲过这一场灾难,没有让狗嘴咬坏我的腿。

以后见着狗,我总是逃,它也总是追,而且屡屡望着我的影子狺狺狂吠。我愈怕,狗愈凶。

怕狗成了我的一种病。

我渐渐地长大起来。有一天不知道因为什么,我忽然觉得怕狗是很可耻的事情。看见狗我便站住,不再逃避。

我站住,狗也就站住。它望着我狂吠,它张大嘴,它做出要扑过来的样子。但是它并不朝着我前进一步。

它用怒目看我,我便也用怒目看它。它始终保持着我和它中间的距离。

这样地过了一阵子,我便转身走了。狗立刻追上来。

我回过头。狗马上站住了。它望着我恶叫,却不敢朝我扑过来。

“你的本事不过这一点点,”我这样想着,觉得胆子更大了。我用轻蔑的眼光看它,我顿脚,我对它吐出骂语。

它后退两步,这次倒是它露出了害怕的表情。它仍然汪汪地叫,可是叫声却不像先前那样地“恶”了。

我讨厌这种纠缠不清的叫声。我在地上拾起一块石子,就对准狗打过去。

石子打在狗的身上,狗哀叫一声,似乎什么地方痛了。它马上掉转身子夹着尾巴就跑,并不等我的第二块石子落到它的头上。

我望着逃去了的狗影,轻蔑地冷笑两声。

从此狗碰到我的石子就逃。

 

 

作品译文

The Dog
Ba Jin

I used to be afraid of dogs when I was a child. One day during lunar new year, I remember, I happened to be chased after by a big black dog while I was playing about in the garden of Second Uncle’s home. Fortunately, after running past several flower beds, I gave him the slip by rushing upstairs in a storeyed building, thus avoiding the mishap of having my legs bitten by the fierce animal.

From then on, I always played the fugitive while the dog the pursuer. He would bark furiously at the sight of me. And the more scared I was, the fiercer he became.

I developed a canine phobia.

As I was growing up, one day it suddenly dawned on me somehow that it was shameful to be afraid of a dog. Hence instead of shying away in fear, I stood confronting him.

I stood firm and so did he. He barked angrily with his mouth wide open as if he were about to run at me. But, nevertheless, he never moved a single step towards me.

He glowered at me, and so did I at him. But he always kept the same distance between us.

After a time, the minute my back was turned he immediately followed in pursuit.

However, as I looked back he stopped right away and stood barking at me savagely, but dared not attack me.“Aha, he’s now used up all his tricks!” said I to myself, feeling much more emboldened. I stared at him scornfully, stamped my feet and shouted viciously abuse.

He backed up a few steps, it being his turn to show signs of inner fear. He kept barking but with reduced savagery.

Disgusted with the din of barks, I picked up a stone from the ground and threw it right at him.

It hit him on the bark. He let out a piteous cry apparently with pain and, before my second stone was to fall upon his head, quickly turned round to run away with the tail between the legs.

I gazed after the fleeting animal and gave a disdainful laugh.

Thenceforth he would promptly take to his heels whenever he saw me with a stone in my hand.

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